LUAH KATA HATI

Hi...

Bile kenang hari2 yang berlalu, rasa sekejap sgt masa tu berlalu. Dulu han kalau duduk atas pangku muat jer, sekarang kaki dia kena parking atas dashbord kereta.. sekejap je anak mommy dah membesar.

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Marwan kata:

" I sayang u. Bukti i kasihkan u, Tuhan hantar Han untuk kt.. "

Itu yg hubby i ucapkan masa dia di tanah haram baru2 ni.. rasa tersentuh sbb wan bukan type yg suka meluahkan. So bile semua tu terucap dr mulut dia, i rasa dunia i nih berbunga2..

Hari nih rasa romantis sgt. Bile kenang ayat2 cinta yg hubby i ucapkan semalam. Selama 2 tahun ++ umur perkahwinan i ngan wan, rasanya semalam la saat2 yg betul2 terharu utk i.. myb i should bg suprise bile dia balik dr outstation nanti.. ape ek? emm.....

Antara sms yg i terima smalam dr wan yg buat air mata nih tetiba berjurai..

"Hari ni i bg tau u kat tanah haram, kalau i marah tanda i sayang u sgt2 bukan i benci... cinta u dah lama i kunci dlm hati i sampai bila2..."

adakala susah kt nak baca fikiran seorg lelaki yg dah bergelar suami. adakala kt dah dpt jangka ape yg dia fikirkan.. mcm situasi i, wan selalu di luar jangkaan. Cth mcm bday i 2 tahun lepas, masa tu baru kawin and i x harapkan apa2 dr dia walau pon dia nak treat a meal for me. Sbb few days b4 my bday dia ada mentioned yg dia agak stress dgn kerja n kewangan dia.. so i just lupakan pasal celebration bday i. Tp, apa yg berlaku, bile i bgun pg ( i bgun awal dr wan) i akan pergi dapur n minum air. I buka saji and ***supprise***... dia balut hadiah sendiri utk i rupanya mlm tuh masa i dah tdo.. siap ada kad lg.. i nih pemurah air mata, so berjurai2 la air mata ni bile kenang apa yg dia dah buat padahal i tau dia mmg ade masalah kewangan masa tuh..

dia sedaya upaya cuba buat i rasa bahagia dan i rasa x adil kalau i x buat yg sama utk dia.. inilah perasaan seorg isteri agaknya.. sanggup berkorban utk org tersayang...

selasa depan baru dia balik dr outstation. Lama nye rasa dia pergi. han mcm x kisah jer babah dia xde. Myb sbb stay umah my mom, ade busu dia yg selalu main dgn dia, tu yg dia x rasa sunyi.. i je la yg terasa sgt dunia i kosong. Nasib baik ade YM. leh la wat video call, FREE lak tuh.. ehhehe... even kualiti x brapa bagus tp boleh la.. lepas rindu...

Smalam i berurut. Kebetulan dia jemaah i yg selalu pi umrah ngan ofc i. So dia bg tau yg rahim i senget. Dia urut bg betul.. tp masa kena urut tuh, ya allah, tuhan jer la yg tahu sakitnya... malu punya pasal, jerit dlm hati jer la.. huhuhu...

last,

td i sempat pi jusco ngan ofc mate i.. beli pampers & susu han.. sempat gak la i sambar selai kat Giordano.. hehehe..

TAGGED AGAIN??

emm i pon x paham kenapa i nak wat tag nih.. ape2 pon, layannn...

JENAMA HANDPHONE ANDA DAN SILA GOOGLEKAN IMEJ HANDPHONE.

Nokia N95. Hubby N95 8G.

SUDAH BERAPA LAMA ANDA MENGGUNAKAN HANDPHONE TERSEBUT?

A: dah hampir setahun kot.. berkat duit jual insurance.. I agent insurance tau!!

APAKAH WALLPAPER YANG TERPAMPANG DI SCREEN HANDPHONE ANDA. DAN TERANGKAN MENGAPA ANDA MEMILIH WALLPAPER TERSEBUT?

A: My son. Handhalah a.k.a HAN. sebab selalu rindu kat dia.. muahhhh...

SILA MASUK KE "CONTACTS" DAN PERGI PADA HURUF M. BERAPA KENALAN ANDA YANG NAMAYABERMULA DENGAN HURUF "M".

A: Alahai, x leh nak kira.. nak juling mata.. padahal xde la bnyk mana pon... huhuhu...

SIAPA "M" YANG TERLETAK DI NOMBOR 3? HUBUNGAN ANDA?

A: Sama mcm shykin, ibu mertua ku..

SEKIRANYA DI BERI PELUANG, NO TELEFON ARTIS MANA YANG ANDA MAHU? KENAPA?

A: Jonas Brothers.. they sooo cute!!!!

BERAPA JENIS HP YANG ANDA TELAH GUNA SELAIN HP YANG TERKINI?

A: Tak ingat. tp yg sure 1st model skali i guna Nokia 3310. Pergh, bangga dude. Rasanye lebih 7 kali tukar HP. Sume Nokia.

RANGKAIAN TELEKOMUNIKASI YANG ANDA GUNAKAN? NYATAKAN MENGAPA?

A: Maxis, myb sbb dia antara yg terTOP dulu. Pastu malas nak tukar2 sbb ramai yg tahu no ni. Even rate dia ada mahal skit & coverage kadang2 giler.. xpela, janji boleh make me connected to others.

SOALAN TERAKHIR... NAMA ORG TERSAYANG (bf/gf) YANG ANDA SET DLM HP?

A: My Hubby (rindu dia...)

SIAPA ORANG YG ANDA NAK TAG?

A: You!

Assalamualaikum W.B.T

Current mood : BORING + Rinduuu..

Marwan outstation for 16 days.. start 12 May 09 until 27 May 09. Lamakan? i myb ok lg la tp Han x tau la cmner.. last time wan pi lama2 cmnih pon dia demam.. kesian dia.. bile dia demam rindu, i mula la menangis jer.. i pon rindu juga... uwaaa....

Tp xpe la.. wan pegi pon cari rezeki.. I pi hantar dia gi KLIA. Naik Egypt Airlines. Bawah ni flight details dia:

MS 969 KUL / CAI 12 MAY 09 2345 0650 + 1

MS 661 CAI / JED 15 MAY 09 0830 1030

MS 672 JED / CAI 26 MAY 09 1530 1725

MS 968 CAI / KUL 27 MAY 09 1830 2045

Tp yg best dia pi Egypt. Tgk Pyramid, Spynix, Sakkara, Firaun, Istana King Farouq, Makan Imam Shafie, Kilang Papyrus, Montazah Garden, Alexandria etc... yg paling best sana bnyk kristal yg cantik2.. itu yg wat sedih i hilang tuh.. ehehh.. i dah bg list soh wan beli utk i.. wakakkaka... Adik i kata tepi hotel yg wan stay nanti ada kedai perfume. Tp bukan cm kt.. dia jual dlm botol besar.. berapa kita nak nanti dia sukat.. best nye.. mcm2 ada... oh ye.. FYI adik i pon 1 line ngan hubby i.. selalu travel..

Ishh cite pasal shopping, hidup nyawa..

Apa2 pon, i kat sini doakan u kat sana slamat dan sihat. Berkerja smbil beribadah. Insyaallah rezeki yg kt ada berkat. Nanti x silap bulan 6 dia kena pi lg.. Uwaaa, kena tinggal lg... sedeyyyyy...

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY

10 MAY 2009

Happy Mothers Day to all Mommy, Mama, Ibu, Ummi, Emak etc..

Before I was a Mom
Before I was a Mom -I slept as late as I wanted and never worried about how late I got into bed. I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday.Before I was a Mom -I cleaned my house each day. I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I did not worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a Mom -I had never been puked on - Pooped on - Spit on - Chewed on, or Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night.Before I was a Mom -I never held down a screaming child so that doctors could do tests...or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a Mom -I never held a sleeping baby just because I did not want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I could not stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom.

Before I was a Mom -I did not know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I did not know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby. I did not know that bond between a mother and her child. I did not know that something so small could make me feel so important.

Before I was a Mom -I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay. I had never known The warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache, The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. I did not know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.

TAGGED FOR MY PURSE

Ya ampun.. main tag2 pulak..

Ibu Fayyadh & Fathi, this special for you... layannnzzz...

START

A.Snap the picture of both inner and outer of your purse

Ni lagi lama dr purse shykin.. dah 04 years.. hehehe..

gambar utk kad nikah.. SKEMA gilerr..

B. Introduce your purse brand, price & where you buy.

PURSE BRAND: Alain Delon (leather)

PRICE: i dont know, present from hubby on my birthday 2006

BUY: Parkson Terminal One Seremban (he told me, x supprise dah)

NEXT...

C. Take out whatever its inside your purse

mcm2 ada... tgk la..

bnyk giler cards rupanya dlm purse i.. (just notice it masa snap pics wallet sendiri.. uweekk..)

kad bnyk, shopping pon bnyk, hujung bulan termenung..

jusco, toy 's' us, annakku, coffeebean, baiboo, sogo, bonus link, maxis..
ni cards yg penting.. wajib ada dlm purse..

NEXT

D. Tagged other 7 persons.

sapa yg baca clog i, u'r TAGGED!

Comment on your friend’s (who tagged you) purse.

SHYKIN = ini la PURSE i.. huhu

Oh Sugar..

Salam.

Introducing my liltle prince Muhammad Handhalah Bin Marwan. May call him Han. "My sugar honey ice tea" aged 1 years 4 month. D.O.B 12 Dec 2007 @ 12.30 midnight @ HB Melaka.

Welcome to the world sayang...

He's growing up with full of my love..

mommy always here for you sayang..

He is my boy! my bear ! my sweetheart !

Han is TURNING 01 years old..

my everything..

J&J Mesra Travel & Tours Sdn Bhd

Today i nak introduce my office to all blogger..
I've been working here since lepas SPM.. Lame dah, but i LOVE my job and office enviroment yg ada skang... JOM! take a look....

Ruang Tamu & Meeting point dgn customers..

Ade astro tau!! Wall paper The Holy City Makkah View..

Front Desk.. Meja lg tinggi dr kepala.. huhuhu..

Full view.. depan skali meja i.. uweekkk.. bersepah kan??

So kat sini la almost 60% of my day di habiskan..

Last but not least, CANTIK x ofc i?